Trust is like a crystal jug...

I asked Sugeil if I could do anything to regain her trust, not to conquer his love once more, just to regain her trust.  She told me she had hold on till the end, but the rope gave up and we were done for good.

She also spoke about my jealousy, and about how several people serve several relationship functions, and insisted on the vacuousness of the fidelity concept.

Trust is like a crystal jug: once broken, nothing can mend it.

Saddest Christmas ever

A while ago, Sugeil received a phone call.  She answered with the sweetest voice.  I gave her her presents, El Hobbit and four books for Bruno.  I'll rather be dead!  She wished me to be happy this night...

An hour ago, while cooking

Her cellphone rang, she didn´t answered and asked herself why it did so once and again, she wouldn´t answer, to busy.  I overheard that the possible he could be a her... Perhaps!

About last saturday

Or, who do you were at the moonlight?

Sugeil said that The Golden Compass was boring.  How did she knew that?  She went to the movies last saturday.

Today, December 16

Earlier, I checked prices for Sugeil's father flight from Mexico City to Mexicali.  I speak with her few minutes ago and she told me that yesterday night she went out and returned very late (sniff!).

Where?  With whom?  How am I going to endure this?

Of miniskirts an mice

Today my sister told me about how Sugeil was dressed, make up and all... And, of course... flashing a miniskirt.

Will I see my revenge?

Hola

A while ago, I found a mail from A* P* L*.  Her legs, his department... The kisses...

Dating

She told me about her going out tomorrow.  Didn´t tell me where or with who she was going.  I asked, said she had agreed in telling me if I asked, said she didn't remember... Me neither.

I remember, last december the fourth, and january the eleventh.

Today, were to the park with S, B and X.  Some, very some, skating.

X's Birthday Party

Gave her the invitation.  Couldn't guess her thoughts, as usual.

Saw Her

X received a bicycle for her birthday. We asked Br to join us in a little trip around the block. I noticed S was somewhat indifferent.

Early, by noon, I had spoken with Ad. I know that I could hit on her. I also saw So, she is cute.

Depressed

A month ago or so, she said that she hasn't thrown the towel... A couple of weeks later, she told me that perhaps the towel has given itself up, after I told her what B explained me.

Only my son

Last Saturday, in B's house, I overheard S speaking with someone who asked if she was dating or seeing someone. S said that what was most important in his life was her son, Br, acknowledged going out for dinner and stuff like that but didn't mentioned me at all. When we went to Sa's, A and Is where there, I believed I saw something between them, but can't truly explain it. S turned suddenly looking for me, attitude I'm not accustomed to. This torture!

By the way, B told me this was my chance. Well, Thursday took her to the Arroyo and Friday we were in a party (D's).

Spend all day lucubrating about private-eyes and divorcing my wife to be.